WORLD FIRST

My world keeps spinning around and i cant control it. as i spin i try to grasp on. on to anything that will steady me. but around me things keep changing. a changing world is nothing but unstable an strange. filled iwth lingering doubt and unbeliefe. its hard to understand the unexplainable. to feel safe you hide away in your thoughts and dreams. we wallow in self pitty and regret. never letting go of the promises we never really made. we live our lifes by unspoken rules. and so my world keeps spinning and i am still afraid. afraid of this world that i can not undertand. but i live by its ruls and fears. does fear truly control our actions? are our thoughts and actions constintly guided by nothing else but fear? we fear that which we may never become. we fear teh unknown and the change around us. but most of all we fear our own potential to become something greater then we dare to dream. we fear the uncoditional love inside of us all. we fear our weakness and letting it show. so we cover our selfs up with our fancy masks for the outside world. so my world keeps spinning. so fast i can not jump off! but more and more people keep jumping on. they dont understand the consequences. the consequences of an unforgiving wolrd. controled by fear and hid behind a mask